Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Disjointed discontent

I think I've lived a lifetime these past 10 days. I've come to realise how fickle our existence is. Everything we take for granted can be easily take away from us. And its so goddamn easy to do that, it isnt even funny. How many times have you given a second thought to your freedom? The freedom to live your life the way you want to. The freedom to live your life unfettered by another person. And justice. 'The innocent shall never suffer'.

But they do.

And what's worse, the fact that they suffer is accepted as a part and parcel of life. As one of my friends put it, "Life isn't fair". Well if it isn't, why do we bother living ? And why can't life ever be unfair in favor of the people who really deserve it. I'd like to believe that it all evens out in the end. But does it ?

I can't stand injustice. And i can't stand it when people's lives are played with just to satisfy the whims and fancies of the powerful. I hate it. And no amount of glossing over or justification will ever make me accept it.

The very foundations on which i've built my life are not as stable as i thought them to be. The old insecurities have reared their ugly heads again. I thought they were dead. But they're back. And they're uglier than ever.

But I will survive. I'll come out stronger. I know.

1 Comments:

At 12:18 AM, Blogger SagYer said...

Thats life, my dear 7

 

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